The Seasonal Friendship: On Connections That Complete
Definition
Not every friendship was meant to last the entire length of your life. Some connections are seasonal, full and real and genuinely valuable within the season they belong to, and then complete. The friendship that was everything for three years and then slowly fell away without drama or betrayal: that was not a failed friendship. It was a complete one. You were both different people by the time it ended. You had grown in different directions. The growing was the point. The growing was what the friendship was for. Completion is not loss in the ordinary sense. It is the natural end of what was whole. It requires grief, the real grief, not the abbreviated kind, but not regret.
Origins & Context
Friendship as a developmental context, a relationship that serves specific growth functions at specific life stages, has been explored in social psychology and developmental research for decades. Robert Weiss's relational provisions theory identified different types of relationships as providing different psychological functions, including attachment, social integration, reassurance of worth, and guidance. The implication is that different people provide different provisions at different life stages, and when the stage changes, the need for certain provisions shifts. Jan Yager's sociological research on friendship documented what she called the lifecycle of friendship, including the normal fading of connections that were once central, and argued that the cultural expectation of lifelong friendship creates unnecessary guilt around the natural completion of relationships. Ruthellen Josselson's research on women's relational lives showed that female friendships in particular tend to be deeply context-dependent, organized around shared life circumstances, and that transitions, moving, marrying, having children, changing careers, are the most common precipitants of friendship dissolution, not conflict or betrayal. Brene Brown's research on belonging versus fitting in adds a values dimension: genuine connection requires mutual authenticity, and when people grow in different directions, the shared context that enabled mutual authenticity may shift in ways that neither person can control. The friendship does not have to have failed in order to have ended.
It was not a failed friendship. It was a complete one. Completion is not the same as loss.— Nikita Datar
How It Shows Up
The seasonal friendship shows up as the person you think about with warmth and with a faint, specific sadness, the one you no longer talk to, not because anything went wrong but because the season it belonged to has passed. It shows up as the guilt of not calling back, not because you are indifferent but because each time you consider reaching out you feel the gap that has opened between who you both were and who you both are now, and the gap is too wide to bridge easily. It shows up as the friendship you are in right now, in this season, and the quiet knowledge that it may not survive the next transition, and the tenderness you feel toward it because of that. It shows up as the specific grief of a friendship that ended without a definitive moment, without a fight you could point to, without a reason you can explain to someone who asks. Something just moved. The season shifted. It shows up as the woman who was your closest person for a decade and who you now wish well from a distance, both of those things true simultaneously.
Nikita's Note
I used to treat the fading of a friendship as evidence of a failure on someone's part, mine or theirs. Either I had not tried hard enough to maintain it, or they had not valued it enough, or something had gone wrong that I had not properly diagnosed. What I have come to understand, slowly and with some real grief in the process, is that some friendships are not meant to last. They are meant to serve the season they belong to with full presence and then complete. The ones I had in the year I was unraveling, the ones I had in the city I eventually left, the ones I had when I was one version of myself before I became a different one: these were not failures. They were complete. I can miss them and be grateful for them and understand them as finished without needing to assign blame for the finishing.
From the work
It was not a failed friendship. It was a complete one. Completion is not the same as loss.From When You're Ready, This Is How You Choose Yourself by Nikita DatarAbout this book
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